Am I a psychopath, am i nerd, am i disgusted, am i unhappy. OK ok ,,,,,,,,,,,So what defines happiness. In simple terms, Does having a chilled beer with your closest friend defines happiness, or does sharing a sweet thought wid u love defines happiness or making others happy defines happiness or chasing u r dreams defines happiness or knowing oneself completely defines happiness. Or does a mix of all these things defines happiness.!!!!!!!!!How the fuck can a person be happy. I have had my times, I remember the times when I was spending time wid my closest buddies, spending quality time wid the love of my life,,was I really happy then, is this the thing I am missing now. I stopped flirting around, I became a lot calmer and I am choosing my groups. Am I restricting myself. Am i creating my own well and claiming that I am in an ocean. The feeling of being alone is killing me. I have the people who care about me, but something is missing, something is missing. I dont know what.
OOPS the title has no match wid the text above:). Focus man focus,,,,,TO DO OR NOT TO DO,,,,,,,should I call her or shouldn't I , should I go there or shouldn't I, should I act smart or shouldn't I, should I drink a beer more or shouldn't I, Y r people lost in this transition. Human mind is a never ending story but y is it so difficult to fix to something and go wid it. Should u r heart control u r mind or vice verse. I don't know, I am confused.
How to deal wid someone whom u respect a lot but they dont carry the same emotions,OOPs, wat the fuck am i writing. Am I mad, am I digressing, God, please help me out. Y have I become a confused piece of shit. Guys I need u r help. I feel I am restless and I am less committed to something. I have taken decisions, and I m proud of them , but y I am I feeling like I had made many mistakes. Wat is it that making me feel that way????
One thing guys, people change around u , people can fall prey to candy's, people can fuck u , but remember if u feel that u were right, if u feel that what u did was rational and accept u r mistakes, the same guys will come back to u . Just take u r time, I know its disturbing , I know its very fucking hard, I know it makes u cry, but follow the right path and things will fall into place.Even if they wont , u ll be proud that u were right.
Struggle, struggle for u r love, struggle for u r goal,,,,,,,,,,,,,I wana be happy again,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I wana be feeling great again!!!!!!!!!I wana set my priorities..........,,,,,,,,,,,,,How can I fall prey to someone, I am happy that I have a learned a lot at a very rather young age,,,,,but God give me strength to deal with this. Help me focus on my goals, help me achieve something different , help me to focus on the things at hand, let it be drinking , studying or socializing. Help me to come out of the cocoon.
COmon , One life,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,experience it ,,,,,,,,hate it , love it , fuck it ,,,,,but experince it, u have got one chance, but in this quest if u really understand what makes u happy,,,,,,,,,,,,then U r the guy living up to his life,,,,,,,,,,,So here I end today, I know nobody is reading this shit , and really dont waste u r time doing so!!!!!!!!!All is well baba all is well
TC
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